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"Enchanted River - Phillipines
'NO ONE HAS EVER REACHED ITS BOTTOM'
Enchanted River is found in the Phillipines. It is called "enchanted" because no one has ever reached its bottom. Many people, including scuba divers have tried reaching for the bottom but have failed, hence the legend of its bottomless pit. Moreover, locals share that NOBODY has been successful in catching the fish in this river, whether by hand or by spear.
They say its bluish color is a result of its depth and the water clarity changes throughout the day. At around 12:00pm, the water becomes clearer and even more majestic."

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I was reading through your thoughts according to them you used to take drugs. You don't look like a women who would take drugs on a regular basis. I hope you don't mind me asking but did you have an addiction and what drugs have you taken? I'm struggling with a drug attention and need some advice. I admire you.

Yes I was addicted to drugs. I mainly only took drugs on the weekend but it took over my thoughts and completely destroyed me and I watched it take over others. I ended up becoming extremely depressed and got social anxiety so badly that I got to the point where I didn't want to leave the house. I had to get help and then I was told I had drug-induced psychosis. The day my psychologist told me that if I don't get off the road I'm on I could quite possibly get schizophrenia I knew that I had to help myself before it was to late. I had a very rough year last year.

You need to want to stop for you and you need to get help. I got away from the drugs by ending the relationship I was in at the time because the man I was with was the one buying and taking the drug every weekend. I had to completely stay away. The longer you stay away from the drug the stronger your will power becomes again. You need to stay away. It isn't easy! But like I said don't be afraid to get help. I can say that if I didn't stop when I did I would probably be dead right now. Either I would of killed myself or it would of killed me. I become mentally and physically weak.

I haven't taken the drug now since October.
I'm now fit, healthy and happy.
I wish you all the best!! If you ever need to talk or have any more questions please go ahead and ask. You can do this ♡